Hi, I'm Christy. I'm 24 years young. I love to cosplay and eat chinese food. Oh. And I am overly obsessed with OUAT and Star Wars. ♥

 

The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart. He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do..

"I just want to scream. It’s how I feel every damn day. Sitting at the dinner table, screaming, and yet my lips never move. Nobody can hear me. I lay in bed at night, screaming at anything and everything. But again, no sound comes out. When I am out with my friends. I sit here, silently screaming. Nothing seems to be getting any better. I’m so sick of being the optimistic one. Why can’t anyone hear me.."

If I could change the world overnight
There’d be no such thing as goodbye
You’d be standing right where you were
And we’d get the chance we deserve
Try to deny it as much as you want
But in time our feelings will show
‘Cause sooner or later
We’ll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough
We were so close to being in love 
If I would have known that you wanted me, the way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn’t be two worlds apart
But right here in each other’s arms
And we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough…

So We Remain
Written by: Me

Everything about that moment made perfect sense. For the first time in my life, I felt more at peace than ever before. No form of touching was even necessary. This was beyond sexual. We just sat there in blissful silence. He would occasionally look over at me, letting his mind wander. I caught myself doing the same, not being able to control it. He was so perfectly imperfect. The way he sat was calm and collective. He sat so close to me, barely touching his leg with mine. My body and mind were racing with electric-like currents. I felt my hand moving closer to his, longing for our fingers to intertwine. Suddenly, I woke up. Breathless. And hopelessly hoping for a chance to be the one he woke up to. But for now, I lay my head back on my pillow. And look up at my ceiling, wondering why it had to be this way. Fear is what consumes me. So we shall sit and just remain what we are.

So We Remain
Written by: Me

Everything about that moment made perfect sense. For the first time in my life, I felt more at peace than ever before. No form of touching was even necessary. This was beyond sexual. We just sat there in blissful silence. He would occasionally look over at me, letting his mind wander. I caught myself doing the same, not being able to control it. He was so perfectly imperfect. The way he sat was calm and collective. He sat so close to me, barely touching his leg with mine. My body and mind were racing with electric-like currents. I felt my hand moving closer to his, longing for our fingers to intertwine. Suddenly, I woke up. Breathless. And hopelessly hoping for a chance to be the one he woke up to. But for now, I lay my head back on my pillow. And look up at my ceiling, wondering why it had to be this way. Fear is what consumes me. So we shall sit and just remain what we are.

I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause!

I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause!

So..

I really want to get my mind off of Elsa, but I just can’t LET IT GOOOOO.

Am I the only one who REALLY SINCERELY CRIED when I heard Emmy Rossum’s Slow Me Down? HOLY CHRISTIAN BANANA CAKES SHE IS AN ANGEL. And uhhhhhh she can act her face off. Voice of an angel, beauty of a goddess, and the body of a porn star. Frick yes. Gimmie.